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Post by Nishka on Feb 24, 2012 1:59:09 GMT -5
Why do you torture me?
I am broken. You know you are doing it, you know that I am crying wishing you were mine but you make me wait. Wait for the question and I make you wait for the answer. I love you but I think you don't love me. Yet I try everything to get you to pay atttention to me. Please please don't make me do this to myself. I tell you that I cut myself to see if you really care about me. Obiously...you don't.
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Post by Nishka on Feb 24, 2012 1:59:27 GMT -5
What is tourture?
Touture is the pain that someone cuases you, and even thogh you tell them to stop or ask for there trust, they do not give in and let you go. Torture is a emotion that can be felt by your other emotions, like the pain of seeing a very loved one or so depresed that you are forced into your emo corner. Or it's looking into the eyes of them as you see them cut you up. You are crying as they are laghing when they cute your fingers and toes of, the joy of whatching you bleed is in them, the cold hearted boy you thoght you loved is know your worst enemy, the killer and the torturer.
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Post by Nishka on Feb 24, 2012 1:59:46 GMT -5
Machine
I'm not feeling what you think I'm feeling.I'm feeling something different You think I'm feeling what you want me to feel.Like a machine.A creation man-made by the hands of the disaproven and the needy.Incased in this cold hard shell.You controll me.By desire.Not by the heart.But you have no respect for me.You call me stupid.You yell at me when I do something wrong, You mutter stuff pretending like I can't hear it. Like I don't have human ears.but you know I hear you,becuase you do it to hurt my utterly human heart,something that most machines do not have. And you are most likely going to yell at me when I'm broken,Broken with cuts and dents that I made that by myself.But you know that .I did it.I ended this horrible life... But remember that I am human I have human emotions and feelings I love.I cry.I have pain. I bleed. I have my own opinions,But you do not bother to listen, Im yelling,I'm screaming,you can't hear me, when I'm dead maybe you will hear me,but when I'm dead its already to late. So don't be shy, take my hand and look at from my view. You will see were the pain is coming from, look at my life...
The life of a machine
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Post by Nishka on Feb 24, 2012 2:00:08 GMT -5
Destiny has none 。
Sprawled into the left side of the giant comforter, there he lays. Max. Destiny felt a small ball curl back into her stomah. Squeasing intill it felt like she was about to burst. She had to push on. She walks into her father's room. Destinty slightly smiled "Hi dad" Oh how she hated that word. It kept nagging at her like a three old wanted candy. Max's ears perked up. They looked cute when they did, becuase they were floppy. Max had a dim smile, not very welcoming, whenever he smiled you just wanted to bolt, you could take it, his fangs were so sharp, you felt like they can poke a hole in the ozone layer. Max stood and hugged her, she felt warm by his embrace, ha, warm hands,cold heart. Max leaned in and kissed her on the cheek "How is my only daugter doing?" Destiny nodded "Good" She thought quietly to herself "Worse" Max smiled and looked at the digital clock by the bed, on his night stand "Just in time, Go on, lay down on the bed" Destiny laied down in the bed, near the middle. Max liked it better there. He walked over and pinned her down "You really don't know how horny I am right know" He began her punishment.
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Post by Nishka on Feb 24, 2012 2:00:43 GMT -5
Something but love. 。
Iris was lying down on her bed, Just typing on her Ipod touch roleplaying with Soul. A light nock came to her door. Iris quickly threw her iPod under 'Gaara' pillow befor hiding under her black, poofy blanket. Justin stuck his head in. "Here's Justin!" Iris sat up and glared at him. "What?" He shrugged "Its from a movie" He walks over and sits down next to her. "Hows it goin' ?" She hugged him as she began to smile. "Better" Justin pressed his lips againts hers, lightly touching. She lightly kissed him back. Iris pulled back and looked at him. "We can't do anything for awhile, Kuri is here" Justin huffs "Damnit" Iris looks down to the dirty floor beneath her feet, she thought about what to say. Justin sighed and looked around the room. Iris growled "Why don't you just break up with her? So we can have more time to spend together...you know, as an 'independent' couple." she crossed her arms and looked at the door "I don't like sharing my man" Justin chuckled "Oh, so I am your man, now? I thought I was just a friend" She hugged his waist "Nope, you're my man." she kissed his cheeked. Just blushed "Well that is great to know" he kissed her again. Holding himself there. For a second he felt like taking it just a little bit futher. Iris pulled him way "Dont" Just then the creept open. Both justin and iris hid under the black blanket. A fimiliar voice filled the room "Justin! I can see you!" Justin poked his head up "Oh hi, Kuri darling" She ran up, wrapping her arms around his neck, pulling him into a kiss. Iris lifted her head up, growling. Kuri pulled away from Iris a giggled "Whats wrong?" Iris spoke with a growl in her voice while turning away "Nothing" Kuri smiled then looked at Justin "Comm'on babe, you're suppsed be with me and Alex right know." She pulled his towards the door. "i know, i just wanted to say hi to Iris" Justin gets yanked away, waving to iris as he leaves. He notices the slight looked on her face. Saddnes mixed with anger. He puts his ears down. Iris looked at him, then when he closed the door she punched her bed "GOD DAMNIT!" she hid her head under the cover were she spat out abunch of curses. She took her iPod out and began role playing again. It was hard for her to type on the device becuase of her fingers and hands shaking. She said to herself "You should be mine, and only mine"
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Post by Emo Ninja on Feb 24, 2012 7:47:09 GMT -5
Why do you torture me? I am broken. You know you are doing it, you know that I am crying wishing you were mine but you make me wait. Wait for the question and I make you wait for the answer. I love you but I think you don't love me. Yet I try everything to get you to pay atttention to me. Please please don't make me do this to myself. I tell you that I cut myself to see if you really care about me. Obiously...you don't. *can't help feeling this was for me* T^T All I can really say is...sorry...I never meant to be so cold... www.youtube.com/watch?v=QuzDghzyVjk
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Post by Nishka on Feb 27, 2012 17:49:52 GMT -5
Your not the problem
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Post by Emo Ninja on Feb 27, 2012 19:15:48 GMT -5
*sighs in relief* Ok...
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Post by Nishka on Feb 27, 2012 21:58:49 GMT -5
There is nothing bad I have to say about you, so never worry
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Post by Emo Ninja on Feb 28, 2012 7:29:53 GMT -5
really..? I always thought I was horrible x3
I always think there's something wrong with me, something to hurt or annoy people .-. Everyone has a couple of vices, and I know I have plenty of them..
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